When You Consider that Freedom is an Illusion,

by Lynn Strongin

Dwelling even in the New South, & how
at our separate screens in twilight like in the highest boughs of an appletree
                                                          in spring when we were children—
we are happy. I ask—

Did one ver really walk across
a courtyard in Berlin?
Holding consciousness, a red precarious lantern?

On a winter’s night
we go to that
blue glow. an igloo, as though that will fulfill us now.

When you consider the gladiators of love,
.My sister,
it seems like a dream, your back pain:

One can’t push the river & I can’t pull
you here:
You never chose to come back:

Still, flickering behind my screen I can see the fierce adoration
of the ethereal
androgynous child.

When I consider
that it all may be an illusion
why do I tremble & lift it so gingerly which hands as it they’d found
                                                                                     the crack in the world

Athens Georgia, its seven hills, Seven like in Greece:
& the whole evening might shatter
like fractured paperweight snowball bleeding white into my hands.


Born in New York City at the end of the thirties, LYNN STRONGIN grew up as a musical child with a psychologist father and freelance artist mother. Following her parents’ divorce in the mid nineteen-forties when this was still not widespread, the second trauma of her childhood was contracting polio at age twelve. However, this allowed her to develop a gift for introspection. After studying musical composition, she went on to take a graduate degree in American literature and poetry at Stanford University. She is now totally devoting her life to poetry. She has written extensively about polio, the war years, and post-war life in her autobiography; INDIGO: An American Jewish Childhood. Her book SPECTRAL FREEDOM was nominated for the Pulitzer Prize in literature. She has made British Columbia, Canada, her home for the past thirty years, but still considers herself an American voice. Other subjects important to her are the American South, women’s freedom, and the injustices done to girls and women in such institutions as the Magdalene Laundries. She was recently nominated for the George Woodcock Lifetime Achievement Award in British Columbia.

from Epileptic Projections