The Disappointment of Dreams

by Kevin Grauke

No one counts sheep
to fall asleep
except for wolves
in old cartoons.

Pillow-headed
beneath balloons
of woolen dreams
they salivate,

hoping each sheep
will be, in truth,
a lamb, and thus
the more tender.

Picture these wolves
when they wake, how
heartsick they are
that no leaping

sheep has cleared sleep’s
wood-slatted fence
to land upon
their lolling tongues.

So there they lie,
(awake, the same
as me), staring
at the ceiling,

mumbling curses
at what’s not there
for having for-
sook them again,

curses they’ll rue
(as I do, though
I sic curses
only after

wolves—as if they
are all that haunt
me) when the sun
burns the morning.


KEVIN GRAUKE has published work in such places as The Threepenny Review, The Southern Review, StoryQuarterly, Fiction, and Quarterly West. He is also the author of Shadows of Men (Queen’s Ferry), winner of the Steven Turner Award from the Texas Institute of Letters. Bullies & Cowards will be published by Cornerstone Press in 2026. He teaches at La Salle University and lives in Philadelphia.