My Dear Susan

by Marian Cramer

For Rudbeckia hirta, and after Sweet William’s Farewell to Black-eyed Susan, John Gay (1685–1732)

I see your hair in these golden petals,
your hip’s sway in curved dark leaves,
and your legs in their long blades.
I see your eyes in the pit of brown-black center
surrounded by stamens like wet eyelashes.
I hear your voice in the wind crying,
feel your prickly humor in this thin stem,
and taste your lips in the spicy-sweet scent.

I told you I’d come back, always, across
every angry ocean. You told me you’d wait,
always. And here we are.

Now, I am nothing but salt, remembering you
in a flower, tears against petals,
soft as your skin that last day.


MARIAN CRAMER received her BFA in creative writing from Lakeland University, where she worked as assistant editor for Seems. Currently she is an MFA candidate in poetry at UNC Wilmington and a reader for Ecotone. She has work forthcoming in Portals Magazine